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feeling fucked up and angery
Feeling fuck up and angry almost taste blood i am that angry after all the work i do it still comes up i can feel
Am i a ass -am i a twat -maybe useless dick
Am i a ass -am i a twat -maybe useless dick i tend to think i am a useless dick -just hanging out everyone has
I close my eyes
I close my eyes feelings and images colours kaleidoscopic barrage multiples all hitting at rapid pace mind and emotions cluster fucking lost for words to
Satanic ritual abuse is what stains
Satanic ritual abuse thats the stain that engulfs my being -in this moment life has felt good for quite awhile the time of the year
the goal to write the ultimate poem
The goal to write the ultimate poem bound by definition and perception Realizing i will never attain the goal my mantra is i sit think
I am drifting in the land of imagination
I am drifting in the land of imagination floating down the river of my desires i feel the winds of destiny against my face i
I have a dream dont pay it much attention
I have a dream dont pay it much attention i am sitting on a mountain side facing west feeling the wind on my face waiting
you say they say all spinning a doctrine
You say they say all spinning a doctrine doctors spinning their line of shit must get a little stinky kissing all that ass holy fuck
awakened from a dream
Awakened from a dream feeling like i was free falling into the cesspool of the unknown like i was submerged in flames fuelled by the
the constant struggle of the common people
The constant struggle of the common people thru out history hasnt changed repeating narratives changing same theme repeating the clashes of ideologies- race-rich and poor
does it really matter
Does it really matter if no one misses me does it really matter if they do miss me if one day i am gone look
I sit in the fear of the unkown
Sitting in the fear of the unknown i stand on the edge of the cliff i know if I take the step freedom to go
feeling disconnected drifting aimlessly
Feeling disconnected drifting aimlessly need to confirm what I need to believe i need to confirm my commitment what do I believe need to name
Listening to van Morrison feeling a awesome peaceful groove its the longest day of the year the begging of summer thoughts leaning towards the west
standing in the glory
Standing in the glory of my destiny sitting thinking feeling writing feeling freedom as the fingers dance feeling the divine connection with each word creating
doing a slow burn on the credit
Doing a slow burn on the credit what the fuck its all a game enjoying the play while it last looking forward to the end
my mantra i sit i think i feel i write
just thinking about my writing process and what i came up withwas i sit i think i feel and i write thats the basic of
winding down another day
Winding down another day listening to solid tunes drawing on my smoke sipping my coffee feeling the tiredness of long day looking round my home
the time will come
The time will come this i know for sure i will take my last breath will experience the great mystery i wonder about it lots