Feeling fuck up and angry
almost taste blood i am that angry
after all the work i do it still comes up
i can feel the cuffs on my wrist
smell the shit -feel the blood dripping
the fucking sickos still have me by the nuts
wish this was the day to end my earth walk
been here many times the last 34 years
the fucking scars are fucking deep holy fuck
lets do some kind of crazy walk- crazy talk
the abuse i went thru horrendous fucking unbelievable
satanic ritual abuse ingrained deep in my being
another shitty night yesterday was a good day
there are many things that could of been
i would of been a good dad -successful and confident
things i will only dream of -stuck with the nightmares
gotta say life is not to bad considering- write good poetry
have become a legend in my own mind garbagecangary
my clean date feb.15th 1983 – my house is clean