Satanic ritual abuse thats the stain
that engulfs my being -in this moment
life has felt good for quite awhile
the time of the year -a trigger -halloween
a time of unspeakable secrets
of unbelievable acts -blood stained -my soul
remembers ritual murder and abuse
dont really know why i still live- big holy fuck
theres no way to avoid the feelings-the thoughts
let things just be -the memories run deep
i will survive -i will stay alive-i will thrive
its a journey this road of healing and feeling